Happy Birthday my love

sorry that there is no dinner, no gift, no suprise, but I will support you with all my heart.

We had a nice weekend at boston, except that our windshield was broken during our return trip to NY. The conference is really good, remind me why I become a PT in the first place, it really boost up my spirit.
When I get back to work today, I am back to reality, lot of stress.

We have brought Jean to see the Lion Dance, she had the same facial expression as last year. Yesterday night, I was shocked. I saw Jean pushed the toy car over, (The plane that Vincent and Sharon gave her), lie on the floor and pretend to cry. I did not know what to do, I kept a straight face and said that is not funny. She keep suprising us, I don't know how to keep up with her.

I am glad that I finally have some time for myself today, although is late, but I enjoy it so much. Work is too stressful lately. Sometime I just wonder is it worth it to stay at this job? But I have to protect the staff, they trusted me and I promise them I will stay. Thank God for such a supportive group. Sometime when I have to negotiate with the administrator, they support me totally, I was so touched when we had a meeting last week, they said no matter what, they will work together and make things work, may be we could win this war.

Jean suprise us everyday, now she is repeating the word we said, so cute. Just as her mom, talk a lot before I could walk, my mom said that I started walking by myself very late at 18 months, start talking at 10 months. But my mom said that I was not as smart as her. We cannot believe that she can recognized a few letters now, like A, B, C, S, H, I and J. Don't ask me how, I don't know. She just suddenly point at the letter on our T shirt and say it out. Her favorites now are S and B. Whenever she see any letter or write anything, she will say A. I guess to her A means letter/words. 

I have been on Jury duty since last wednesday. It is a good break from work, I have been under a lot of stress at work lately. My boss told me that she will not be suprised if they asked her to resign. If it turns so bad, I may leave too. We will see.  I will have a lot of catching up when they release me from Jury duty. They said that the case was supposed to last 1-2 days, I  cannot believe I still have to go tomorrow. This friday I will be off cause I worked last saturday, and next week we will be going to boston from 14 to 18 for a PT conference. We will take mom and Jean with us. Next month we will go visit mickey, I cannot wait to see Jean's reaction when she see Mickey.